I wrote a journal entry about a month ago I talked about feeling stressed with all my work - I had asked Him to only give me what I could handle, no more. Well, when I reread the entry last week I was feeling discouraged with a low sales month - when I read it, I just laughed with tears in my eyes. He had given me a mini vacation with my girls - while discouraged with work, I was stress-free with my family and not feeling so torn with my TIME. I realized God had answered my prayer. He continually brings work and lately it's been in waves, so I get a few orders all at once, can shoot them together, edit them, print and ship, and then I have a little break before the next wave of orders comes through. His TIME-ing is everything. (Want to know what I always capitalized TIME? See me blog post TIME :))
When I just let Him have the reigns and rest assured that He will take care of not only me, but my business too, I am able to relax a little bit. His love for ME overwhelms my soul and I'm so grateful for the opportunities He's given me through BBK - He is ALWAYS there at the beach when I shoot. I can feel God's presence and feel Him in my bones when the wind blows. It's such an amazing feeling and I love capturing memories for people. It's such a fantastic way to work and I feel really blessed God's lead me this direction.
Do you see God in this picture? I do :)